Take me to wonderland....

Help me leave them all behind,
I say,
And turn towards you.
Well? Will you walk away
Too?…

Too much for me to say,
I say,
Too much for you to learn,
You say.

Magic,
Is the word,
"will you be the beast,
So I can be Belle"

So I can be beautiful for once,
And feel as pretty,
As a princes in a fairy tale,
For once.

For once I know,
You will stay by my side,
(maybe?)
And for once I know,
Things will go on,
(perhaps)

The confidence that drags behind me,
As I walk through the mall,
Threatens to disappear,
Until you say,
Hey sugar come here.

Sugar?
And
Magic?

And I get wrapped around your magical words,
That describe what I always wanted to hear,
Sugar?
Because you're so sweet,
You give me a cavity,
You say.

And magic,
Because you wrapped me around your spell.

It's a pair one of a kind,
Not in love,
And can't be apart,

I know you'll stay,
Maybe not,
'till the end,
Like someone once said,
Or you promise to never leave,
So when we meet,
You can have sex with me.

No,
You promise to mark the bond with ink,
And see what happens,
Through the years,

You take me to wonderland,
Every evening,
And  bring me back to reality,
When needed,

Best friends we're not,
But know this,
I will always be,
Your sweet disaster…